THE WORD CALLED 'MISSING'


assalamualaikum and hye hye everyone.the entry had been mentioned is showing my feeling now.is all about my matriculation life.first and foremost.pada 11mei2009.saya telah menjejakkan kaki di kolej matrikulasi johor dan menjadi penghuni blok al-razi(D) dan menjadi pelajar akaun8.disamping itu juga aq telah mendapat keluarga baru iaitu my beloved friends from jawatankuasa perwakilan pelajar(JPP).dan disini jugaklah aq mengenali sebenar-benarnya erti kehidupan.yeah,i'm totally understand the life is all about and i had been noticed the nature of people is what.caption gambar :waktu malam KMJ.*lawa kan.SILA ANGGUK TANDA SETUJU.i wrote this entry because i am too miss my life at there.that is why i said is missing.yurp,i miss everything even though there's a lot of sadness happen during my studying at KMJ.okeyh,let me tell you the happiness first okey.mane ade manusia nk sedih jerk kn.so,kite lepak chill dulu dgn kegembiraan..last2 nanti baru sedih.baru syok tgk org nangis.ade ker?errkk.i guest xde.fine!ko sgt gedik ain.permulaan daftar aq dpt bilik yg sweet mcm tuan empunya nie.D.2.23 locker B.tepi tingkap.fuhhh,senang nk berangan dan menikmati angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa.hahahha.gedik lagi budak nie..
caption gambar:kunci locker 24/7 dgn aq :).

yg bestnye dapat sebilik dengan budak akaun jugak.totally great.boleh tiru tutor.hahahaha.sumpah,nampak dah tanduk setan kau ain.and yg palin
g best sekuliah lagi.cuma sorang jerk termasuk kuliah satu lagi.boleh lah jugak pergi kuliah sama-sama and again MENIRU KERJA KULIAH secara beramai-ramai.hahaha.okeyh,saya mengaku saya memang jahat dan teramat jahat.but at this time je okey.then,roomate aq sume dari negeri yg lain.nosya from kelantan,nadiah from negeri sembilan and wen(chinese girl) from kedah.boleh lah belajar loghat negeri2 dyorg.i admit that aq xberapa rapat sgt dgn dyorg i mean ktorg jarang outing sama-sama,pegi kafe sama-sama and aq mengaku aq jarang melekat dekat bilik sebab aq bukan jenis stick at one place.aq suke merayap.alamak,kantoi.then,aq suke pegi bilik sebelah.gosip2,kdg2 fmly dyorg bawak makanan and aq ar tukang habiskan.sama jugak mcm roomate aq tuh.perhh,rendang nogori memang berjaya buat aq menangis secara automatik.then,time aq basuh baju nanti adelah sesi ngumpat,tanye pasal tuh lah,ini lah..teramat gembira part2 gini.caption gambar:from left:myself,nadiah,nosya.wen xde.sorry dear

then,aq jenis jarang makan malam.selalu nya petang2 around 6pm muka aq slalu ade dkt kafe.hah,,aktiviti jahat time2 gini aq slalu buat.sementara menunggu order dkt kafe tuh geng2 aq ape lagi.CUCI MATA AR.dh bosan mata ni dok tgk slide show dkt kuliah,buat tutor.so,its time to be a devil.hahaha.caption gambar:padang kmj.duduk depan padang tgk budak-budak laki main rugbi,tenis,bola sepak,bola tampar,joging.perhh,,siap boleh senarai aktiviti sukan tuh..memang ko top player cuci mata lah ain.respect dowh!hahaaha.mostly,kteorg akan kenal punye budak2 sport nie..xnk citer lebih lahh.sumpah,takot nanti dpt gelaran top ranking budak perempuan paling setan jerk.hahahaha.biarlah kami berlima jerk yg tawu.then,lepas mata dah clean n clear,ktorg pon gi lah menikmati juadah yg tersedia di kafe ituh.then dekat2 magrib baru balik bilik masing-masing.dah namanye budak jahat kan org dkt masjid dok panggil berjemaah,ktorg dok nyanyi lagu LADY GAGA-BAD

ROMANCE.hah,kan.setan kn. caption gambar:my pcd geng.elly,ecah,eiyra,lela.THEM WAS HOT!

malam pulak kalau aq ade dating eh eh eh silap meeting,aq pegi lah.best woo meeting nie.sebab dpt jumpe my beloved JPP friends.oh my guccii.i am totally miss that moment.habis meeting terus balik.kdg2 penat terus tido.pukul 1 or 2 baru terjaga.tuh yg x sempat nk study and sesi peniruan byk berlaku.time-time tu lah aq dok tanye kawan2 aq.i admit that i have been doing too much of kerja-kerja lagha.tuh pasal ko makin sewel ain.hahaha.next,aktiviti bersama JPP.caption gambar:my JPP friends.walaupun kdg2 tuh xsependapat.yelah,everyone have their opinion right.and i must say yes! each of leader tend to stick on their position and sometimes have some ego.walau apa pun,this is call experience.by running the activities, i can get the full meaning of life.i can see the behaviour of people,what should i do when people keep talking on us..through this process,it motivate me everything.sometimes,kita kena jadi hipokrit di mata orang yang melihat diri kita.itu yang mampu aq katakan.yess,,mesti ade yg xsetuju dgn pendapat aq.tapi itulah lumrah kehidupan yang sebenar.kita sebenarnya yang memainkan watak dalam kehidupan kita.at first,a bit pressure sebab susah nak terima kenyataan kenapa orang xsuka kita,kenapa orang mempertikaikan pendapat kita.tapi dah lama tuh,aq dh semakin biasa.for me,lantaklah ape orang nak cakap pasal aq.this is myself.i am the the only person who generate myself and mylife is what.wah wah wah,semakin berpuitis cik kak nie.



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next next,aq nk cerita pasal kesedihan.yes,at first..benda nie memang dh biasa aq dgr.SOMBONG,'KEREK',GEDIK.fullstop.sampai sekarang penyakit tuh berlarutan.hahahaha.xsedih pon.okeyh,tukar cerita.aq mengaku aq xperform sgt2 time matrik nie.aq byk main,berpoya-poya and i am too obsessed with my position as JPP that time till i ignore my studying.aq mmg jatuh terduduk gila-gila.tapi aq xpernah salahkan takdir kenapa aq jadi mcm gini,aq xpernah salahkan jawatan aq kenapa aq xperform aq salahkan diri aq sebab aq lupa daratan.bajet masuk matrik diri tuh dh pandai.and kehidupan nie ibarat roda.kadang kita dekat atas,kadang kita dekat bawah.time matrik nie memang aq dekat bawah tanah sgt dalam.hahaha.sumpah,i feel so stupid that time.bayangkan aq pernah blur dlm kls.xtawu ape yg aq belajar.kena masuk program yg budak2 kurang bernasib baik.hahaha and ntahhhh.ramai jugak kutuk-kutuk aq.and that time,aq rse aq sgt kuat sebab aq xlayan pon ckp2 manusia nie.bg aq,nie diri aq.hnye aq jerk yg berhak tentukan masa depan aq.then,aq paling sedih bila ade orang gelar aq playgirl.woii,mulut memang hancing lah kau.tapi,time tuh kan aq setan.makin riak bile dpt gelaran tuh.ni sebab aq ramai kenalan budak fizik.ramai ker?biasa2 jerk aq rse.ceh wah,budak akaun dh ramai berpunya.kang usha komfom double kne kutuk.hahaha.smpai ade kwn aq ckp eh,ain.aq nmpk setiap ptg ko tukar2 laki.perhhhh,,TERBAIK DARI LADANG STRAWBERRY LAH MAKCIK!.hoi,dyorg tuh sume kawan aq okey.and majority of them nk kawan dgn aq sbb nk usha kwn2 aq.aq mne cantik dowh.and most of them suka tanya ape aktiviti JPP.tuh jerk..tapi aq ignore cakap2 manusia nie.sebab hanya saya sahaja yang tahu siapa empunya diri NUR FARAHAIN nie.then,dlm kls aq sllu kne panggil dgn lecturer sebab kuiz teruk,exam fail.okeyh,semakin terserlah ketidakpandaian aq tuh.hahaha.nampak kat sini ALLAH tengah menduga dan menguji aq.tapi,aq tetap tabah teruskan kehidupan nie.last-last aq berjaya jugak masuk universiti continue my degree and the most important thing aq dapat course yang aq nak.nampak kan dekat sini walau banyak mana kesusahan yang kita hadapi,akan datang kebahagian lepas tu.and now,aq jadikan kehidupan aq dkt KMJ nie sebagai guide line dalam meneruskan kehidupan yg akn dtg.mungkin aq dh selalu berada di atas,so,ALLAH nak uji aq..and now,aq akan sentiasa mengekalkan kesederhanaan dalam hidup.walaupun aq terasa 'missing' or kehilangan life aq dkt matrik,aq tetap akan ingat sampai bila-bila.BUKAN SENANG NAK SENANG,BUKAN SUSAH NAK SUSAH.



TO MY LIFE,THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO PLAY WITH MY STORY..I DO HOPE I CAN COLLECT MY HAPPINESS LIFE AS MUCH AS I CAN,AND KEEP PLAYING HUMBLE WITH MY LIFE. :)



pssstttt:sorry,xnk cerita panjang2 psl geng2 pcd aq.sebab takot kantoi setan sgt!to me;biarlah ianya tersemat di hati.more picture of KMJ life,take a look at my facebook.




......AND I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH.....

IT'S RELIEVED

wah,tajuk entry sgt xmenahan dan sgt xbleyh blah kan.hahaha.okey,sgt BERSYUKUR with my result.even i expect more,tp sbg manusia biasa kita kne terima qadha dan qadar yg ditentukan oleh allah.previous entry aq kn aq ckp aq minat sbject financial and operation management.but,i didn't satisfy with this 2 subject.aq xdpt ape yg aq nk even pointer aq meningkat.aq tau ade sbb knape aq dpt result mcm gini.first,aq happy sbb tgk pointer dulu.getting better as compare to the previous semester.but,unfortunately, i didn't get what i actually want.i believe that ALLAH nak suruh budak nama ain nie kne terima fikir setiap kegembiraan akn ade kesedihan.its something that like pro n cons..i'm happy with the result.but,im too sad when i heard my friends is now hurting.honestly,aq terase dyorg menjauhkan diri dari aq.sbb aq dh ke depan.dyorg kt blakang.hey,,aq dh penah rse jatuh lahh.cukup lah kt matrik aq jatuh terduduk giler2.smpai aq pnah nk berhenti sem1 and masuk diploma.tp aq ingt fmly aq bg semangat.suruh teruskan jerk.and now,alhamdulilah aq naik sedikit demi sedikit.aq percaya kenapa allah xnk bagi aq terus naik sampai ats.allah nak suruh aq nie berusaha.and i believe in D.U.I.T meaning.doa,usaha,ikhtiar,tawakal.tanpa lakukan semua nie aq xkn dpt kejayaan dlm hidup aq.geng,klo korang rse aq nie belagak ke sbb tnye result,and bgtaw result aq..u are totally wrong.sbb aq hnye akan share kejayaan dan kegembiraan aq dkt org yg aq syg.aq syg korg mcmne aq syg fmly aq.tp,if u r think badly on me.it's up to you.aq akan terus berjalan walaupun aq penat.dlm hidup aq nie,dah mcm2 dugaan lah dtg.dari aq kecik smpai skrg.aq dh penah rse susah.and penah rse senang.tp tanpa ALLAH,aq xmampu lalui semua benda nie.klo korang ckp ko boleh ar nak nasihat nak ckp cmnie lah cmtu lah.it's up to you.hati org mne kita boleh baca kan.cukup lah..aq dh biasa dgn permainan dunia nie.aq penah kne pulau,aq penah kne tikam belakang..aq dh kuat terima sume benda nie.and now,aq dh mula nmpk kwn2 aq sbnrnya mcm ner.sometimes its better not to say anything rather than to say how you truly feel and make things getting more worse.i'm so sorry if i make them hurt.

TAKUT

fine! what can i say just now, sgt2 takut to see my second semester result.sumpah,cuak giler.hopefully lulus semua subjek and dpt pointer lebih baik dari sem lepas..ntahlah,4 da 2nd sem nie,subjek killer yg betul2 menikam dada aq nie ialah human resource management.i dunt know why kepala otak aq nie agak xbuleyh terima dgn subjek nie.mintak maaf lah klo lecturer sakit hati baca jwpn aq.hahahhaha.next,favourite subjek aq of coz lah financial management and operation management.sorry,i didn't fallin in love too much to marketing subject even though i am the marketing student as well.hehehehe.subjek finance tuh sbb calculation which is i am addicted with it.operation management pulak sbb lecturer nye kot even the subject quite bored but seems like i do score more on this subject.but,.badly said that i do not perform well both papers.finance tuh x penah2 format soalan mcm gitu tetibe aq terasa nak pitam time jwb.i feel like yes,aq gagal utk dpt A 4 this subject.operation management plak xpenah2 keluar sampai 7soalan and kena jwb semua dlm masa 3jam.honestly, i feel give up,memang down teramat sgt sbb x dpt perform well pada favourite subject.but but but,,ain ain..nak buat lagu mane ceq oi!.just see your result.after that,analyze on dat either you deserve to get that or not.what can i say.insyallah,ALLAH akn tolong ain. hope that i can collect as much as i can the capital A for this 2nd semester result.amin. :)

an introduction of the story

this is my life.fully name nur farahain but comfortable just call me AIN.actually,mula-mula dulu my parent tend to called up my name as FARAH.but,unfortunately adik aq xreti sebut nama farah itu..he tend to call up as PARAH.fine!ko jelos kn dgn nama aq.sbb sedap kn.so,ko buruk kn.hahha.okeyhh,just laugh!then,mula2 msuk skola pon introduce nama dgn farah.but,ramai pulak nama farah dlm kls tu.see,what a popular name i has.hahaha.see,perasan kn!.so,utk tidak mengelakkan dari kekeliruan.saya dgn ini selesa dgn nama ain itu.smpai skrg.but,kdg2 ade jugak org sebut nama aq farah.then,kwn2 aq yg dh kenal aq akn tergelak.jahat betul..proceed with the date aq di lahirkan iaitu pd 8feb1991 pukul 11 pagi kot.tah,didn't analyze on that.hehehe.yer,sy ank ppuan sorg dari tiga beradik.yes,,i know your next question.xbosan ker sorg ppuan?the answer is NO!.sbb tuh perangai agk2 boyish sket.dh sllu kne recruit cara lelaki kan.hahhaa.it depend on ourself.klo kita tawu bwk diri kita,best lah life kita.cehwah!because of my attitude similiar like a boy.ade sorg kwn aq ni penah sound aq 'ko nie cm tomboy ar'.fine!sbb that time aq dok sibuk2 tnye ape game play station yg dyorg main.so that ade benda nak borak dgn siblings aq nti.hahaha.okeyh,lps dh kne sound tegak,aq pon mule lah jd mcm girlish sket.actually aq nie nmpk kasar but still perangai ppuan tuh masih sebati dlm jiwa.hahha.then,aq mmg ramai kwn laki.xdinafikan.dh adik beradik pun lelaki kan.disebabkn itu lah ade kwn aq panggil aq playgirl.suka hati mulut dia jerk.hello,define the meaning of 'playgirl' dulu baru gelar dkt org tuh okey.for me,the definition of playgirl is that girl make a relationship i mean serius relationship to many guys and tend to melakukan aktiviti flirting.hahhaa.okeh,saya sudah mula merojak kn bahasa.maklomlah dh lme x mkn mee rojak!yes,,i do have so many kawan lelaki but i know the limitation okey.family aq sendiri x penah nk halang aq berkawan dgn sesiapa pun.so what cik kak dan cik abg?even though i have so many boyfriend,hehehe.please differentiate it.saya setia okeh.fine,xnk usik psl hati dan perasaan.hahahaha.next story on what on my favourite.yeehha,,i'm totally addicted to pink colour.i don't know.bajet girlish ar ain ko nk letak sume stuff ko kaler pink.hahahaa.and my answer is easy. so what baby?hahahaha.not just that, i do love orange colour because this colour give an inspiration sbb warne dia tuh sakit mata. i like.dari jauh senang nampak..enough of that,how bout my behaviour?see,at first people normally tend to judge me as 'minah kerek' and sombong ar ko.dh biasa dgr.xkesah pon.cume sakit hati sket jerk.hahhaha.okeyh,the reason is saya mmg susah nk senyum.tp semakin meningkat dewasa nie,aq dh mula kurangkan percentage sikap sombong aq tuh.hahahha.then,benda nie mmg sllu dh kne sound.KETAWA KUAT!.yer,inilah kelemahan saya dan juga kelebihan saya.dh cube dh sket2 gelak sopan tp kdg2 tabiat tuh dgn di sengajakan telah terkeluar di khalayak ramai.so,ketawa jelah.hahaha.okeyh.enough talking bout perangai kau yg x senonoh tuh ain.for more information,do ask me.surely i will tell you.hahaha.ape lagi nak membebel,ohhh saya anak jati johor.dilahirkan di johor bahru.okeyyhh,idea dh hilangg.i think that enough of my introduction.again,do keep asking me if u need to know more about me okay.*pstt;actually aq penah tulis blog tp almost 3years aq tinggal kn dunia bloging nie.so,this is my new inspire.masih segar dari peti ais rumah aq.hahaha.tapi knape lama tinggalkan smpai binatang2 buat sarang and sampai dah x buleyh bukak lgsg?hah,tuh yg kita x taw.hahaha..i think that good enough for my introduction.okey,you you you..nama i ain..and you? :)